The best thing about freelancing is the flexibility it affords my schedule. If I want to take a vacation there is no boss I need to check in with, no “vacation time” I need to contend with, etc.
It is also the worst aspect of the job.
When projects pile up one on top of the other it can be difficult if not impossible to get them all sorted out. I find myself at times with several people all wanting to put up shows the same week and then the week after is empty. Just part of the job.
The other day I was asked to participate in a forum for emerging designers to showcase their work. It sounded like a really great opportunity and an interesting event. Trouble is, I will be working out of town. Still, being asked is always nice.
This also has a tendency to filter over into my personal life. Scheduling time with friends can be quite difficult. If they also freelance in the theatre their schedules tend to be as crazy as mine. If they don’t then they often only have these things called “weekends” during which to do socializing. Sunday nights are no good because they go off to work the next day, while I often have the day free.
There was an interesting New York TImes article about this and more a while back. The world of the theatre operates on such a different schedule then the rest of the world and one is often so busy you forget what normal people do with their time.
i sometimes wonder what my life would have looked like had I followed that political science/philosophy track rather than devoting myself to my lighting design. There are no regrets, its just curious to me that in life you can not try two different paths. You have your path, you walk it and it leads you where it does. There is no going back. One might change course but never return to the same place.
But it s a curious thought, what if I had taken that project instead of the other one? What were the choices that led me here to Virginia to light Driving Miss Daisy and where else might I be had I made even one small choice differently?


